But I am not going wrong I am just lost. How can I decide to be any one thing out of so many characters I know? I am puzzled and in dilemmatic situation to choose. What is good or bad, what people want or what they don’t, I care or I don’t. Trying so hard to be perfect yet still expected to be someone nicer. How do I choose? I am no smart person. I am dumb and I mean that, I learn slow, I know that, I have to struggle for things I don’t just get them. But what should I be? Whom should I be? I am torn, I am sick of choosing now. At the end am hurting others one way or the other and I am being sorry for all the ache I have given and the marks I can’t erase and then I question myself what good have I ever brought? Am I really a bad person?
