Monday 19 April 2021

Friendship


What is it to be a friend?
The depth I seek, the words I’m told
Are two extremes, on opposite ends
Truth, devotion, selflessness
Too much, mad man, weak to stand for oneself
Isn’t friendship another word for blossom?
Isn’t friednship another word for love?
Why is that later at night, there’s loneliness that lingers within me
My therapist told me I don’t know how to be alone
I say who am I without a friend?
There’s a friend I have known, there’sa friend I long
There’s friend in God, there’s friend in me
Friendship is but two souls devoted for one another
Friendship is the deepest bond there could exist.
I could be called and labelled crazy to want the unattainable
But the heart longs for the friend,

The friend it has had, the friend it would have and the friend that it never got.

Thursday 8 April 2021

Painting in process

 

Half faced doll, Incomplete lego
A stranded building , a house that used to be here
I am a painting in process, an ocean slowly gathering
I am me even when i can't feel it so
The heart pounds almost out of my chest
Words strangling my mind, Sweet love of yours I cherish
My chaos mind chokes me within
Wanting, asking and realities
I leave me alone and anywhere else I be
A strange sensation, a disturbing state, I let go off all my inner space

Lost, angry and scared to death, I'm hiding beneath my smiling self