Run away

You want to run away

You love the idea of you without me

Here you go baby

Here you go baby

Think I have the will to give you up

All ships burnt, you never asked me to return

Just like all the times

I am not yours neither you're mine

You speak of the journey, I am not by your side

I discard all my heart desires

I let you go just like before

3 months time, all my fantasies remain mine

This pit of burning negativity

will's suicide and you chaining yourself to hold back

Don't you see that's how strong it gets

You like the idea of seperation

Might as well give you the presentation

You showed me a place

Talk about your faith

You ask me what's in my head

Babe how can you not get?

I won't ruin your flight

neither would i ever be that girl who sabotage your life

I sit alone and ask myself

Do i love the one who doesn't love me back

or do i love the one who does love me back?

I am in a position,

I have only one way to go

and that's away from you

What do you want me to say?

My tongue got snatched from me

Toss it out

He sleeps while my miseries fall down

It hurts and he is not around 

Promises, games finally came to conclusion

My heart, a vessel of foul

Still craving the second round

Not sure of what of it was true or false

Now i can't even toss it out

The blind

You carry it all
It doesn't go away
All the decisions you make
They haunt you down to your good old days
What happened, what you said, what was the truth
You can go over and over but you would only lose
Your mind, your sanity, your better judgement
The right, the wrong, beyond it is a road
You were told to keep safe from that very road
Was a lie, like rest of it all
The blind must come off
what you felt, how it did it go?
Baby it's all really just about you
intervening, sketching, mending the broken
if those are your parts then go put some stitches
All my faces, all my hot and cold shades
I'm not just a page, I'm a sketchbook full of taste
It's all me, the hurt, the strong, the rebel, the weak
I grew in length, i stayed strong to my feet.
Roots remained the same
Grew up in varied schemes.
I'm the monster I have saved myself from me.