Wise is hard

It's not about being heartless. It's more difficult to know what's wise and to control yourself from doing what you want to tho you can do it, than declaraing your love and passion openly. Everytime someone has to be wise in order to save others tho that person has to attend his own bleeding funeral with no one but herself to attend it. It's sad and strong while no one knows what you're tackling. Telling what you're going through is easy, holding back is hard, it's very hard to resist someone while you want someone to talk to. It's heartbreaking but no one understands.