Saturday, 15 February 2020

Peel off

I'm naked, all bare infront of you
you see through me
my skin, my thoughts, my values, my all
you're under unimaginable layers
every peel off feels like i've you
who you really are, I never got to find

Monday, 10 February 2020

Snatched map


I look at the mirror and I 
honestly find ghosts
Some stranger's face
I wish I could know
There are tales in my head
My thoughts are tied in a knot
My maps' been snatched
I don't know where to go
The older me call my name
But these voices out number the claims
There is a fire i feel
An ocean ready to bleed
Is it me who dies?
or is it me giving life?
It's all just a whisper
Running right across my mind

Sunday, 9 February 2020

I'm not god

           


I'm not God
You ask me to give and ask for nothing   
You want me to stay but push and pull away
I can't stay, I'm leaving mid-way
It's not my fight, you've to go solo
Let it take you it's way
I've bled, I've done enough
It's not to say you've not given me enough
But a voyage has to be travelled  and done
And it asks you to be the only one
I'm building my wings, I'll be ready for flight
I don't know when's your calling
Maybe it's after the longing
You do you, I do I
It finally has to be a goodbye
Goodbye labeless lover
to heavens I ask for cover

Wednesday, 29 January 2020

Stuck

I tired controlling it, undertasnding it,
unveiling it, ran away from it, modified it
I don't know why a thought in me tells me.
I have to carry the burden of my sadness.
What sadness I know not.


Wednesday, 27 December 2017

Feeling




I don't regret a moment with you
It's just the feeling of worthlessness you gave me
It makes me want to take every thought, every lovely gesture back
I bash myself to be too good to you
For the days I was angry but never spoke a word
For those words that pierced me through
For the ignorance that ignited my pride
I regret not a moment with you
It's just the feeling of worthlessness you gave me.