Own will

 

I feel inked, my own color gone

Hidden or lost in this one-ness

All that win and all this path

So apparently it worked out or did it?

Maybe its the curse of own will

You get away with it yet your soul becomes restless

Was it a betrayal?

If yes by whom to whom?

Did I lose? Did I get inked once and for all?

Maybe forever doesn’t exist

Maybe I took the burden of going against my values

Though my values couldn’t be the boat to take me to the shore of this one sea

So maybe it happened exactly it was supposed to?