Really loved you

 

God! I really loved you didn’t I?

You felt the same, you were mine

My heart, it found a home in you

You, told me it was safe and true

Though walls have grown thin

Our love has gone ill

My ears echo your sweet voice

My mind burn those memories alive

I never thought this love would die

What a day! I’m always surprised

You had to go, really?

I thought you’d stay, baby

I should cut all your pinkies

You made me promises you broke quickly

I remember the day you came back

You fell down and looked sad

My heart tore apart

You said the words I almost wrapped (away)

You asked me if I still wanted you

I told you how does that matter to you?

I am angry at you, can’t you see?

You’re always ready to leave

We were in the tent, I remember sitting on you

Those sweet lips but nothing of it was true

I saw you become a stranger

I whispered, you’re not that man, no brainer

Crime

 

Gone are you, so is my love

It used to be red, now it looks pretty dead

Sword through my guts

Your hands should have must

You’re blind I see, you’re behind I see

I have cried rivers

I have drowned very many times

The greatest of love left me with the greatest defeat

To keep loving you is committing crimes

I can’t bring out that deceit

Exile

 

I have exiled the me that loved you

You asked for it so now it hurt you

Come home let’s go

There’s no place where there weren’t you

I hid you in my folders

The memories, feelings and even off my shoulders

You know how am I?

You let go, oh so cruel am I

You stopped sitting across the fireplace

Well, it wasn’t real but look it burnt us down

Me, me and then you, you

You never said we or us and just let it cool

It’s nothing else but your change of heart

Or did you just forget the place I kept you at?

Take from me, blossom

That’s what I did, but boy! I didn’t reckon

The love bomb had gone away since ages

You were just a plain man with some music

circles

 

Not new anymore this revolution,

Revelation, not this terrifying

Failures and disappointments, stagnant again?

Movement, here it comes

Did you forget about yourself again?

Honey, how many circles we've completed?

The knife, the hand and the heart

Oh! they all belong to the same body?

Yeah! the same face then fills the wounds.

the veil

 

It has been here all along

A thread, waiting to be touched

A door always opened

Yet never entered

I passed through it so many times

Blind, mute and with a chattering mind

The veil, I am able to get off

Once in a while

This is it, I have it all

The hurdle, the cure

The magic, the sure

Certain is my uncertainty

Uncertain of my sanity

I put a see saw under my feet

I get some snacks and take a seat

Then comes in the veil

Sometimes stumble, with a gait

Caressing fingers coming for me

Oh look! Its just me

The strength, the love, some basic things

I have always been capable of all of this