grew wild

You never mentored me
So i grew wild
Had no one to look upto
So did what felt right
You said i should have grabbed your hands
I laughed as i bearly knew the life
My fingers were little searching for care
My tongue unaware of speaking a word so slight
You were to be the shade
But you have been the shadow
I should have had carved ways
But am searching through the gallows

Perception of me

She was in love with the perception of me

I was dying every day little by little 

She told me what i was thinking 

I silently nodded she guessed it right 

Her love was untakably enough 

She saw what she wanted to see

She clouded herself with her plans

Where everyone puppeted roles out.

I was one of her favorite dolls

I saw myself being glanced as a fancy princess in a ball

I knew what she did,why she did

She was a piece of me grown wild

I read her thoughts out loud

Yet tried hard not to slip a sound out

I was a perception, nothing real at all

She was in love with the perception of me

And i was afraid to let her down