Lie

I told a lie 
she thought that what I
loved the most 
was her to host
It was all along my seperated pal
I was struggling to get her, leaving all
It wasn't a lie
It was that i was a little shy
She found me when i was a little lost
But i know I didn't mean when i said i loved you the most
I cried and thrived but i did tell lie
Maybe i was a little high
A mark on my thigh
from your hands and your tie
I was living a lie
just a breathing lie
You saw what you could have
Then you flipped as you should have
I didn't complain
I invited it in my domain
I creeped myself out
as you snuggled some new bees about
I am no complaining
I am just craving
How much is it amazing
to watch someone deporting
From your own supporting.