You don't reach

I'm the sound you don't reach for

I'm the thunder that chooses not to rain

I'm the veil after veil

I'm naked yet my soul is covered in layers of pain

I've never experienced love

though I keep it as if it came to me years ago

I'm sure I'll find it

yet it's taking so long

I've faith and i'm at test

I know but i know not

Reflection after reflection

I'm trying but there's no impact