welcome home!

Welcome home!

Such a long while ever since

Must have been heavy,

Lugging you and me

In theatricals of life 

And many self-inflicted webs

You’d been an oar in the murky ebbs

I forgot the point

My shoulders running blind

Eyesight’s pretty weak,

Though pretend to look far off the creek

I pretend to hide

Days and days of shallow life

I’m no saint

I’m no magic

I have been lost

I have been banished

Oh my loveliest piece of heart

Sorry, I haven’t been able to sigh

Oh! How I love to love you

This beautiful nature in me that just blooms

You’ve the lover in me, stunned

I’m rarely me, so blunt!

You’re the dream come true

Wishes granted for some old days of blue

burn in hell

I was a girl with fresh wings

Skin of a 25 aged spring

wings of a two

The sparkles lit my mind

I took your arrows for fire wood

I was wrong, more times than I recall

You cut my tree and made a fire

You called it love, liar

A fever, it was, I reckoned too late

Two times, I let you dig my grave

 A missed manual in life?

Or just a naive girl so far?

Do these demons haunt you too?

Did you lose sleep since you crushed my soul?

Wounded and bloody , I limped

Towards  life, a new

Seeing you intertwined with someone new

The path only we knew

Or as I thought to be true

How dare you?

I have been in torment of a sort

I wish you hell and cast a curse

I could hurt you, I will

You mom, your sister and your dad

All of you are snakes in masks

Called me names and judged me for the roots

Rotten, all of you!

The day I met you or any of those looters

Those days were repayment of my worst

I know I am making it to the heaven

I have done my time in hell, when I was with you

You caged me and walked right on me

Used my money to hide your disgusting boy lackings

Shoutout to your dad

One big loser of a man

First shitty thing he did was to birth you or whatever its a kin

Second was making me cry and taking my money in the name of help

To your family, a group of looters

Who think they’re decent humans

I have done my time in hell

Oh! Yes the time I have spent with you then

Your time remains un-clocked 

I promised you its not going to miss a spot

To a total failure of a boy, you have birthed

You really would have done

A good deed, for once

To let your first die

When God really tried

To the boy who think he’s not enough

Who trembles like a bug

I assure you, you are exactly that

Your honesty can go to hell

In the name of truth you knifed my heart

I release you from my memory

You belong to a different cage

I send you off, now

With prayers of your agony and frown

The biggest battle of my life

A demon in the skin of a male swine

You soul crushers and stinky humans

I wish you the worst demons!

pals

 

You see me, I see you too

Two buddies swimming through

Distance and roots of varied colors

We splash like waves running into each other

‘I though therapy was working’

Below the belt, even for you my friend

I don’t hate you or think you’re mean

You’re but a mirror to me

At times a bigger, roaring sis

Yet you’re terrified of the sins

I wash my hands on the same sink

You got your flaws, just a human being

I want to tell you my honesty

I’m reminded how I’ve not been

Honest, real and myself

No, I just couldn’t bring

I keep distancing

I know you can tell

Maybe that’s why you try to fight my fights

You’re a kind one, you’re my friend

I love you pal, you’re such a gem

We are earth poles of the extreme ends

I give a way, ‘maybe this time!’

You block doors, ‘Why even try?’

to be loved by you

 

A dream, you and me

We are home with candles lit

I secretly adore you honey

To my surprise I’m in for a treat

My body and brain wants you

We rustle like autumn leaves

Your careful hands and the love filled kisses

Painted across my knees

I’m so happy I could die

You are a galaxy that bring its own skies

You get eager to let my stars shine

O! To be loved by you

Dreamy home

 

A peek a boo in the streets

Beautiful soul exchange in the sheets

You’re my dreamy house

With that smile you go around

A snorty laughter, a careful posture

You’ve stood for me, miles and miles above else

You make this life better

You’re the shoulder that stays

Your lips soak them tears

You are a man of real deal

Once I heard you scared of jinxing it

I’m home with you

You’re my dreamy home