Coldness of winters

I don't feel a need to tie you up anymore.

I don't crave the need of you.

Perhaps we were meant to witness love in the raw form that we did

and even though I'm not feeble anymore

somewhat a place stays vacant

and I'm not sure how much time would it take 

for me to open it to the world again.

I'm relieved, I just don't want to wander.

I'm hoping that one fine day, that could be any day now,

I'll feel the sun coming up again on my sky,

warm me up but before that all I might be destined to

experience is coldness of winters.

Peel off

I'm naked, all bare infront of you
you see through me
my skin, my thoughts, my values, my all
you're under unimaginable layers
every peel off feels like i've you
who you really are, I never got to find

Snatched map

I look at the mirror and I 

honestly find ghosts

Some stranger's face

I wish I could know

There are tales in my head

My thoughts are tied in a knot

My maps' been snatched

I don't know where to go

The older me call my name

But these voices out number the claims

There is a fire i feel

An ocean ready to bleed

Is it me who dies?

or is it me giving life?

It's all just a whisper

Running right across my mind

I'm not god

           

I'm not God

You ask me to give and ask for nothing   

You want me to stay but push and pull away

I can't stay, I'm leaving mid-way

It's not my fight, you've to go solo

Let it take you it's way

I've bled, I've done enough

It's not to say you've not given me enough

But a voyage has to be travelled  and done

And it asks you to be the only one

I'm building my wings, I'll be ready for flight

I don't know when's your calling

Maybe it's after the longing

You do you, I do I

It finally has to be a goodbye

Goodbye labeless lover

to heavens I ask for cover

Stuck

I tired controlling it, undertasnding it,
unveiling it, ran away from it, modified it
I don't know why a thought in me tells me.
I have to carry the burden of my sadness.
What sadness I know not.