lungs filled with air

Water, me and you

Swimming through

Shape shift, accommodate

Love is our place

You hold me, I hold you

Like water we both color it true

You hug me and problems just flew

Tied knot, so very freeing

We are one, we are two

You breathe, I fly

We bloom, we rise

You’re my most special present wrapped in a human body

Extend your arms and close your eyes

We both are in for a pleasant surprise

You’re like the feeling in lungs when air is filled

You take out miseries like exhalation

Elevate me, baby I hope am elevating you

You take me to the angels singing in the blues

Sweet taste and my favorite place

You honey is my forever maze.

Fly away birdie

 

Fly away birdie

I let you go again

You might have lost your path

Hence, you’re here, back

It’s good while it last

That’s the thing from the past

Goodbye! Adios! Caio! 

I don’t want to hear from you now

Days of hurt are gone

So are the fondlings of them all

I’m shocked positively

Once I thought we’d know forever really

I board up my windows

The blues you brought shall stay out my doors

My heart a barren land

Your rain can’t ever plant

My voice, a cold stranger

Indifferent yet so patient

Goodbye little birdie!

Before your flight I shall announce

I’m grateful for your perfect frown

You broke my heart and hid

I weaved my path and damn where I’ve not been

Thank you birdie, may life brings you peace

Bent by back

 

Held on arch and bent by the back

I saw blood when they broke my wings

I’m hypnotized, a basket of poisoned fruits

I carry as though my food

I want to put it down

Tho malicious in me want a bit

I’m sick and I’m infected

I’ve lost all my perspective

No color just pitch black

No, I can’t live like that

To the self grown harvest of un-happy selves

I yell and yell and yell

I am for me, you to you

Locking yourself up in the room

You pray for peace

While I scrape Universe off of its feet

I know so much and nothing at all

I crave blood, I crave forever’s sleep

I want forever breathes and eternity to sweep

Feathers

I have a want of brushing,

through the wind

Rubbing against it, disturbing its course

I have a want of feathers,

In the skies far off reach

Of the harmony with other selves

I have want of a challenge,

That of an eagle

I’m 40 of age and must break,

My pride, my sustenance, my very survival

I want all of that

Sum total

 

If I ask myself what’s my sum total?

I’ll be rude and honest

I think I’ve reached my time

I’ve been of good and time’s alright

Sum total shall I ask?

In total it adds upto nothing at all

That’s the reality I keep on escaping

That’s the reality I keep on making

Freedom

 

Freedom? It’s relative, a word, a state of mind

I’m the cage I keep me in

Fly away birdie, too bad wings belong to the cage

Free! Oh I’m free, if they look

I’m free if they took

Cages come in all sizes and faces

Transparent and ailing

I got diseased heart

It sees all, then mourn all

No escape is your punishment

Sit with me

 

Come sit with me 

I see myself saying this

I need my company

I cave chatter in your voice

Talking and playing games of happiness

I see you, see me

I see me, see you

Take a sip and unload

I might have to go

My mind’s a scattered glass

It desires of all the paths

I see me frustrated

Somehow that’s doesn’t change this

Love for you, love for us

Fuck we’re a team, one

Show me how to roar

I’ll speak you of the flows

I seek you close

Yet see me look for doors

The duality in me

The imbalanced balance

This is reality

Come sit with me

Lets sip on coffee beans

home?

 

Are you happy where you at?

Do you plan to grow wings and fly away?

Home, How come I fly away from you

Its me I seek to escape

I glow and go dim

I’m a watch, click, click

I’m sick or maybe just a human

If I’m asked about you

I’ll yell babe

A fine line exists not

There’s me and you, merged selves

A balance so very imbalanced

That’s human, that’s just the matter

letting be

 

Heart’s aglow

The beats fall as a puzzle piece, complete

Orange, tangerine or somewhat flamey

I’m ruffled, that’s how they see me

I talked to mom and dad

Seems like, we take turns worrying for each other

Wind blows, the strength of our closeness come and goes

The love is rich and stout

That’s why we aren’t always aloud

To love it to be free

I think we love in letting be

Weed

 

I sink in and dive deep

I’m scared yet that’s what I need

I’ve seen it all or I have been asleep?

Bro am on weed

Life is limitless,

There are countless ways of exploration

Truth be told I want real

Truth be told I like shiny

I’m the mould of contradictions

To live is the goal

To die on the journey, a dream

My town

 

My town was made of mirrors

No one liked the reflection

No one dared to look beyond them

My country was a war zone

We tried to lose our own shadows

One, we are one

That’s what we heard

The blind, the deaf, the numb

So strong the blindness

We stopped thinking

Our very core just one nice big fluff

Packet of same feelings and same faith

My town was heartless

People hating themselves so much

They had obligation of spreading it out

The town I always wanted

Was made of changing colors

Material bent as it went

It had windows that let air in

The curtains that opened and shut as it pleased

That town loved the shadows

It spread the charm and not let wallow

Shape shift

 

Shape shift, it asks me of what all has asked me of

Old tales of repetitive nature

They all want to be God

What about me?

Have a loop stuck in my head

I am neither human, neither God

I am the worst enemy of me, of them all

I hush and see

For a while, I am me

Voice that took a while

You want it gone, for good this time.

Stay up?

 

You’ve a feeling you wrap me with

I yap and yap, you baby light me still

You’re a place of comfort,

You baby are my favorite chuckles

I am home when am with you

I am strong when am with you

The days away are missing something 

I am good with me but with you its special something 

I have thoughts and nights in my hand

Want to stay up through them all?

Red wine and thousand kisses

Baby its your call